I ROCK TO FAST FOR LOVE

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:40:21 GMT

I'm back just so I can read yours and post silly things.

For example:
I hate abercrombie.
All the boys talk about is sex.
All the girls talk about is sex.
All they enjoy doing is having sex.

I swear I'm the only virgin that works there.

do you remember when we first met

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 00:14:45 GMT

Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing mattered
All would be clear then

I am a noveau bohemian.
and my name is Ellie.

oh goodness the way I mess with everything.
I should be angry.
but life is beautiful
pains in the chest and all.

i aint a playa i just crush a lot

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 06:01:03 GMT

I OFFIICIALLY HAVE MY LIFE BACK!
NO MORE PLAYS UNTIL AFTER CHRISTMAS BREAK!
so i can hang out.
so lets hang out and be awesome.

guess what? college is gonna blow
and im gonna be even busier than I am now.
cuz im gay and like science and theatre.
i'll never have time for boys
but...THE PSYCHIC WILL BE WRONG! mwahaahhaha
i may be mentally retarded by the age of 23.

I WANNA SEE HARRY POTTER SO BAD.

gotta find somebody who appreciates all the love i give

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:42:29 GMT

why not me? why not now?
i've been asking those question lately.

i really love mariah carey.
i'll be free after this weekend.
i can't wait for UofA.
i'm going to tell everyone
in tuscon my name is Ellie.

i wish my wierdness/crazyness was appealing.
i wish i was attached more easily.
i wish things worked out.
i wish i was important to more people.
i wish you didn't make me shake.
i wish i stuck in people's minds more.

i can't wait to help the people in africa.

i hope love love love just gets in the way

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 19:08:00 GMT

Best Day Ever

forgive my hesitation, but im learning to trust

i just really love being called chels

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 06:05:35 GMT

weed keeps me from so many things I want.
and I don't even smoke it.

you always kiss me on the cheek i never have to ask.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:29:45 GMT

this weekend, was happiness.

"dude, there's so much sand in my ass"
"why the hell would they call it a happy strap?"
"guys, I think I have camel toe"
"my ass is too big for this strap"
"mix my mustard with your cocoa puffs, dude I hate cocoa puffs"

i witnessed bioluminesence, and got excited because I am a nerd.

I'm not leaving anymore, I promise.

every fricken time eh?

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 22:27:51 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIANNE.
I MISSED YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW.

I need a break!!!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:41:47 GMT

I leave for Utah tonight, and I know
you're gonna miss me, so I'm taking my
phone. If you need to talk about life
or make fun of me for being in Utah at
a Shakespeare festival...you can.
See you all on Sunday!

♥Chels

who would want a crazy girl?

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 06:19:29 GMT

IM GOING TO BURST AT MY SEAMS!!!

Why do psychics hate me?
Why is everything so crazy?
Why is there no options one minute,
then way to many to decide the next??

I leave Wednesday night at midnight for Utah
and I don't get back until Sunday
and leave thursday again for Mexico.

I'm excited to leave. I need out of my mess.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 06:28:56 GMT

most of my friends
are either really drunk
and really naked
or really stoned right now.

and do you know where I am?

at my house, an hour early than
my cufew, and getting ready for bed,
like a good girl.

and I'm really really happy.

today was really really good.

i think i like you

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 02:33:41 GMT

GUESS WHAT?!

I don't have anything written in my planner
for friday or saturday.
I'M FREE THIS WEEKEND!!!
you know what that means?
I HAVE TIME FOR YOU! YES YOU!

i had a splendiferous weekend
mmmhmmm.
and I had a huge epiphany this weekend.
I'm changing my stupid ways.
and you know what i mean,
but dont worry,
I'll always be scatter-brained,
wierd, and a crazy mess. I can't help it.

I like these people...

its such a tortuous thing that im not excited by anyone.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 00:41:06 GMT

This weekend was indescribable.
But i spent it with 2 of my favorite people.
Yeah we were in oceanside when you
were in school. And Ben made me cry.
Yes, I cried at a marine's graduation
from bootcamp. weird, i know.

Vann and Blaine peed in my neighbor's yard.
Arnold is just awesome. we have a connection.

homecoming was fun. I like Meghan.
and Sarah, and Trenna. Page and Kate
know how to drop it like its hot.

Josh is my best friend.
especially when i need hugs.

Well, I don't have much time for boys anyway.

I'LL BE your best kept secret and YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:38:20 GMT

So Dan and I are gonna be the hottest ones at homecoming.
Yeah, be jealous.

and everything's ok. Cuz i love you.
a lot.

and apparently I have a heart.
and its freaking me out.

Incase you have forgotten, I couldn't have survived without you.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 00:20:50 GMT

This weekend has been crazy and all over the place.
But, I'm crazy and all over the place.
and confused as anyone could be.
But I'm the happy girl I've always been.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:46:13 GMT

peaches is leaving me for pinetop at 4:00pm tomorrow.

I'm crying like Im losing someone.
But in a way I am.

Ill never for get the happy times we had.
SEX
holli
fun services
off roading
teusdays
kidnapping
mill ave
dirty pillows
writing all over her
football games
underwear
"the tacobell cup"

I'll miss you peaches. You'll always have a piece of me.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 00:20:19 GMT

So i miss you a lot Christianne. and too be honest, I didnt cry until today, but today it really hit me. You're not there to knock any sense into me or laugh about the slutty things we do with me. You're getting an e-mail from me ASAP.

Rachel and Caitlin, what would I do without you girls? Thanks for putting up with my crap and always being there to call on the phone.
Page, you're my dawson. and thats all I have to say about that. on and CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN.

Sara my litte otter/rat/rodent: you are the light in my life. I love making you do the crazy laugh.

So maybe I am going to homecoming? I'm not sure yet.
and I don't know who I'd go with,
but I'm a senior so if I am here, I will go.
Date or no date. Cuz my dress is FUN!#$(*!!!!

everything is crazy right NOW!!! but i like it.
boys are crazy. I don't like when they're shy
and I have to work for it. just say it!!

Peanut butter is way better than you. and you.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 03:02:12 GMT

So I just have to say
That I'm completely head over heels
and in love with caitlin.

and Carrera, I'm so glad
we talked and are close again
and didn't let today get between us.

So scratch homecoming,
I'm either gonna be in Cali or
at OKGO with this hot girl Caitlin.

Johnny's Back! YAY!

and saturday is gonna be the best day ever.
Cuz I get to see Page, which makes any
day the best day ever.
and my little rat Sara<33333

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 03:46:41 GMT

I FOUND MY HOMECOMING DRESS!
and its hot
and white
and strapless
and hot
and if i had boobs
it would be WAY hot

so now i need a date :)
I'm a fun date i promise.

I decided i like everyone
but i dont take people's crap
and senior year is going to be the best.

So far along and I just don't need you

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 22:08:33 GMT

I'm so ah-alone.

I like peanut butter more than I like YOU.
I applied to everywhere except ASU.
I have a couple tricks up my sleeve.

Why can't boys just say, "Hey Chels,
I like you, so let's hang out"???
Because I'm to stupid to notice when they do like me.

I'M SICK OF BEING LIED TO!

DAMN! I WISH I WAS YOUR LOVER!

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 23:27:11 GMT

well, I made the lead in my theatre class one-act
that were taking to competitions and performing at school
and stuff.
apparently i can do a mean australian accent.

you know what my parents said?
"wow thats good."
uhhh gee thanks.

I'm quitting my job becuase i have no time.
AP bio is gonna kick my ass
and theatre is taking up my life.

everything seems to be falling into place though

this year should be fun<3

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 07:03:02 GMT

Well I'm back.
phoenix is the most unwelcoming airport.
I thought I would be more excited.

You want to know the 2 most important things i learned?

1. If you have to sleep on the top bunk because
your YOUNGER brother is too fat
even though you really hate the top bunk
it means you were adopted, or you better hope
to god you were

and
2. The only thing worse then a mullet is a Canadian mullet.

YAY come see me im back!

I'll always love you new york,

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 04:01:33 GMT

i'm in boston. effing red socks fans.

My dad told me he wishes everyday for me to be fat and ugly.
Thats why he hates that I don't eat meat.
Isn't he sweet?

Do you understand my obsession with weight now?

i saw where yoko ono lives.
i wanted to break her windows with a baseball.

I miss you all very much.
I took the crazy laugh for granted.
you really miss it when you can't hear it all the time.
and i miss people i havent hung out with in a really long time.
especially josh and kevin.
and people that don't go to hamilton.
i take too much for granted.
i think i've grown and i wont do that anymore
china makes you very humble.
i'm pretty different. I hope you
all don't end up hating me or forget me when i get home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!!!!!

New York is definitely one of my favorite places.

meghan, its gonna be ok i promise.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:29:29 GMT

a little piece of me is dieing inside.
i've come to that point in my life where
i have lost all faith in my parents.
and i realize they dont really know me
at all.
my mom hates gay people.
my dad thinks yelling and cussing is ok
to discipline a 4 year old with.
my brother eats everything in sight and
tells me he hates me every chance he gets.

and i miss you all so much my heart hurts.
and i hate to leave at such a bad time
when i finally find someone good enough.
<333

leaving on a jet plane...again.

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 03:36:31 GMT

So I know I just got back
but I leave again tomorrow morning
for 3 weeks to
Washington DC, Boston, NJ, NY,
New Hampshire, Buffalo and Niagra Falls
YAY.

don't worry you can call me
239-1257
or IM me occasionally
mmmmchelsy
and leave your address so
I can send you a fun postcard.

I'm sorry if I didnt get to see you
the short time I was here.
But thats your fault for not
seeing captain squeegee play a fun show.
and going to awesome movie night.

christianne i love you very much.
and i will write you all i can.
so slut it up in college for me.<33333333333

i love you all very very much.
and i miss you terribly already.
and I can't wait to be back.